Facing so many problems in these days…

How many time I don’t write, isn’t it?! Well... these days are damm stressful! I’d faced problems with my bf and everything was so confuse! I though bad things about the future of our relationship.. but we have been talked about it, and we are solving it! It was my sister’s birthday, and I’d faced problems with my father about my bf’s presence. My father is so child, you know?! He knows about everything, he used in a certain way, accept it, but now.. each single thing is a subject to a hurricane! In these days I’m still realizing that my called “friends”, really never was my friends! They’ve been trying to destroy everything that I’ve been constructed with my bf… but they fucked themselves… because now I’m a different guy... My bf knows everything about m and I don’t use to hide anything from him! I hope that one day, they will have done that same like me, ignore them. I’d solved my problem with the bank, And now, I’m a clean, I mean… I don’t have any insurance to have credit in any place! Bless Gosh! My financial life star’s now! I’ve bought a notebook! It’s wonderful, isn’t it? I’m so happy ‘cause of it! I’ve lose some pounds ‘cause my sister and I entered in a gym! I think that these are my news…

That’s all

Jealousy again!

Why each relationship that I had, I'd faced this kind of problem? I recognize.. the other ones it was my fault, but now... I don't agree with it!
I'm suffering, but we've talked about it recently.
I wish this problem have solved!
I DO hope it!

That's all

Quick post...

I'm here.. watching, or something like this, the soap opera with my mom and waiting my sister to gym!
I'm feel so tired, currently!
I'm working at another clinic, now. Yes.. I'd left Caxias.
I'm in transition yet, but I'm already loving it!
The clinic is amazing! Is perfect! It's everything like I'd learned! There, I feel me valued... and I think that I'll do money. There, I'm working as endodontist, I have already did three root canals, and until now, everything is going well!

I must to go! Sister coming...

That's all!

Nothing to do, I'll write!

Today I'm fine..
I'm here just listening Linkin Park, I do love them! I hope go to LP's concert at 11th october in SP!
I'm also posting on my twitter the musics that I'm listening... I'm really don't want to sleep! I'm without sleepy!

hmm... what else...
!
ahhh.. I'm facing a dificult decision about job!
I've been working at Caxias for almost 5 months, and until now I can't see results... I've seeing pacients a lot and didn't recieve the money... they not pay me what I've worked for!
Sunday, a friend of mine called me looking for help. She asks to someone that work for her friend. Monday I was in her friend's clinic. Her friend invites me to work just 3 days per week: Mondays, Fridays and Saturdays.
I've said that I'll give her an answer after that I reorganize my schedule, to do this, I must change my days in Paracambi and Japeri... and unfortunately I must to give up Caxias...
I'm really like to work at Caxias.. but I need the money!

What am I gonna do?

Damm it.. I Really need to think!

That's all!

Sick and sadness, again!

I'm here again...
But now, I'm sick, and the things are worst.
Yesterday, another fight without reason.
As I'm sick, a night with nightmares.
Today, is a holiday here, but i can't rest 'cause i'm sick. I can't breath, I can't stand, I can't sit... everything that I do, I can't fell better. I take medicines, a lots of it, and doesn't solve! I hate being sick! But the problem is not only being sick, but also personal problems. I hate being fight.
Today is our date's anniversary.
Then... happy birthday....

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Sad...

Until yesterday I've been felling sad. It's so bad when we find out that every thing that we thougth was true!
Currently, I'm recieving e-mails with threats, but as my conscience is clean as bell, I don't care...
But what's bringing down it's just... Why?
You've tried to destroy us before... I did know it! You'd been trying to destroy us even before the beginning, and fortunately, you can't. So, I asked myself again, WHY?
I'm here, doing the same questions that I've done... It's true that you've never let see me happy? All the time that I've thougth that I've can trust you, I was wrong? Each problem that I had, was your fault?
I used to like you... I used call you "FRIEND"... It's true, you never was my friends as I'm yours?
I'm really sad... sad and confused!

That's all!

Are you sure that you used knows me?

I've read an old post today... I don't know why.. but.. you put on your twitter.. and I read. You says that you know me... If one of you.. just know me, a little bit, you've never done what you did!
What happened? Dear.. are you stupid or something? Just keep your mind... take a little time.. and remember the last time that we see us like friends... our last conversation... remember my dear! Honestly.... I don't feel angry.. or something like this... I've been just trying to forget all sorrow that you might me pass!
I've never ever be forget you... NEVER.. but nowadays... I just come until who wants me...

Sincerely... I miss just one of you... the writer.. Why? I don't know... always will be a little conection between us!

that's all!